well jay its been 8 weeks today Friday since I last saw you. That day will be with me forever...I just wished you could of explained why you where angary that Thursday...you knew I was always there for you we done a lot together and I miss it, I knew you had a bit of a hard life. But I was always there for you...I, finding it very hard to come to terms with it I think of you every day .and the plans of us going out together and away for our breaks I now know will never happen...I hope your with nan and grandad.I miss your voice. You had a kind loving hart.. and your mum misses her kisses I will chat another day ..all my love Dad xxxxx